Hi all,
First of all, the profile pic is - of course - not mine (I would be a weird looking guy, wouldn't I ;-)). It's from a friend, a true godess in my eyes, who posed for me once. My carreer doesn't allow me to publish a photo of myself here, I'm afraid.
That being said: I just love the tension of this site and this community. It's very exciting, seeing people who probably live ordinary (or not so ordinary) lives, just as I do, who can secretely explore their erotic life by looking and being looked at, sharing stories, making (virtual) friends, following their sexual adventures, etc. Simply wow!
The idea of meeting people or being recognised on the street by people who share similar secrets and are also a part of the same community... My God!
My main sexual fetishes are nudism and voyeurism. I avoid breaking into people's privacy or bothering people though, but I just love looking at beautiful, naked people on (e.g.) the beach and I love being naked on the beach myself also. I don't feel that I'm doing anything wrong by filming or taking pictures of people who undress in public, where they know they can be seen by others. Although the buzz of being able to get caught is a substantial part of the excitement of being a voyeur.
I'm also a bit of an amateur photographer. That means that I own a lot of equipment, without really having the hang of it, though ;-). I guess that this is a part of the voyeur in me. I look for amateur models by asking some friends (slowly building up to that precious moment where you feel that you can ask them to do a nude shoot without getting slapped in the face is a truly magnificent process, it's like dating all over again), or by placing ads. Mostly, I build up from a fully dressed shoot to eventually naked or even erotic shoots, once the mutual confidence is there. Some models don't allow me to publish their photo's, others do. I will probably post some photo's from this last category over here, from time to time.
I also collect pictures and videos, mostly amateur, nude beach, nudist, voyeur, etc. I have tons of the stuff (I have over 15 hard disks, most 1 TB or more a piece ;-)), a lot of which is original material (shot by myself or by others with whom I have traded stuff or from whom I have bought stuff).
In my view, anybody can be beautiful, no matter what age, size, color or even gender. Beauty lies for a large part in things such as self-confidence, body-acceptance, attitude and - very important - showing genuine emotions. I don't get excited from watching pro models or even amateur models who try to much to look horny but actually aren't. But the unaware or the real people showing real excitement or real emotions is a BIG turn on for me.
I am married, I have a truly wonderful wife, but I sadly don't share this part of my life with her. She simply wouldn't understand, I fear.